I'm the one.

So I thought I should do a post here for the last time(maybe) as a proper closure.

2011-05-08T05:52:00.004+08:00

Can't believe when I wrote the blog post(the one in Chinese), I thought I was the one responsible for the nasty break up. Feeling disgusted reading it today; corny!

Thanks to the internet, being a great stalker myself, all his lies eventually got uncovered. The real thing was; he was being a bastard. A real bastard. Well, at least for the last month of our relationship. There's no need for me to prove the credibility of this because I know that those who matter to me won't doubt my words, and as for those who doubt, doesn't matter.

When I found out the truth, nevertheless, I was angst. But other than my close friends, no one else knew about the story. Didn't want to talk about it online cus I see no point washing my dirty linen in public. No wish to elaborate and go into detail of what happened exactly; too ashamed for myself for having an ex like him.

I was stupid to have believed his lies. Go on, talk your way out of this, bluff the world and yourself that you were the oh-so-faithful-and-loving boyfriend.

I'm glad that this is over. But at the same time, I regret that it happened.
Kylle

2010-04-05T15:25:00.002+08:00

I may dump this place for a better one. To be updated again!

There goes all the pretty photos here.. ):
Some things are meant to be left behind.

effervescence

2010-03-31T13:29:00.007+08:00

I'm slowly regaining the confidence I had before seeing you.

That includes my laughter, smile, social life and best of all, my personality.

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我想我不够爱你。

2010-03-29T16:50:00.024+08:00

原来，我们真的不适和在一起。
试着逼自己去配合与迁就对方给予自己不能接受的要求。

我们以为这就是爱；以为它能充当一切。
但是，我们都错了。在内心的某一深处，已经渐渐地受不了彼此对自己所做出的不合理要求。这也造成我们之间的一个小小的裂缝。直到有一天这道裂缝不只是道不起眼的裂缝，而如今的它也已经迅速地变大，渐渐地把我们之间的距离拉远了。
这时的我们，不管想要做什么样的弥补，也已经太迟了。

这一天，始终来临了。

当我在一个不完美的你，看见完美的时候 -- 我以为这就是爱。我完全没有在为你的要求感到懊恼，也作了百分之百的配合。当我以为自己把你的要求处理得很好的时候，我没发现自己在你心目中已经没有以前那么重要了。你开始厌恶了这一切 - 我的恶习。

在我发现自己在你心里有那么一段故事的时候，一切的一切都已经太晚了。我已铸成了无法磨灭的错，一些每个女生都回犯的错。

你对我的爱，为了迎合我的要求，淡了。
我忽略了这点。也许，我不够爱你。

原来，在你迁就彼此的同时，你也应该无时无刻地记得其实也是在迁就你的。要懂得感激彼此啊！

应放手了吗？觉得浪费，后悔吗？还是，再一起根本就是个错误？

我怕了，再也不敢去用尽全心去爱一个人。
有一天，我会找到一个能够让我卸下心房的人，应为你也曾经是那个人。
或许吧。。

What's love? How much exactly to compromise?

I'm all ready to fly.

2010-03-18T16:10:00.011+08:00

As you grow, you'll learn that the person that was never supposed to bring you down, probably will.
I always thought I've got high EQ.

Lovers may change, but friends are forever.
Things are not as disheartening as you thought when you know every time you look behind you, your friends will always be there to catch you when you fall.

Disgustingly crowded IT fair.

2010-03-15T04:29:00.004+08:00

It was supposedly a shopping day that day, until the lil pink girl decided to make a trip to the disgustingly crowded IT fair. (Don't know I wear so nice for what.) But nvm, we were willing to go to the stupid fair for her. (: Very nice right! Anyhow, I got a nice bb casing for myself too. (It'll still be my phone, until someday when someone decides to retrieve it back. (: ) - Is this very wrong?

Eh, no more girls' day out. Gotta study! Don't date me out if possible ya?

I'm not happy

2010-03-13T15:53:00.003+08:00

Big quarrels with Nic. Maybe not, if only he bothered to quarrel with me. The real fight only started yesterday.

He's been neglecting me.

Being understanding, doesn't mean you can take me for granted, ignore me, showing your concerns only when you wanted to.

I know he doesn't like me to blog about him, cause people will think he's a jerk. But he too, did all the things that I hate as well.

Him, "I realised one thing i dont really have as much interest in muaythai as i thought i did. Cos maybe u used to go with me." What's the point of telling me this now?

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2010-03-12T20:05:00.002+08:00

This should be up sometime ago..

2010-03-09T19:14:00.009+08:00

Nic was hoping to get a LV wallet as birthday present. (from his dad)

Then, I tried to be funny.

Impromptu decision to make him a LV wallet! LOL, lame shit I know. Roughly planned how it was gonna be done. Glad that it turned out alright! The dimensions and every detail of the duplicated one was made EXACTLY like the real one he has his eyes set on!

Took me so long to weave it. The material sucks. Every time I tried to pull the cloth, it would just go out of shape. Zzz
The sewing? Easy peasy.

Was so excited and proud of myself, I subsequently sent the pics to some of my friends to share my joy! Couldn't wait to show it to Nic.

He chuckled after he saw the fake wallet, which is totally cute. All the hard work is worth it.

What a hectic week!

2010-02-20T06:11:00.003+08:00

Exams are coming right up after CNY, but I'm still heading out full 7days a week. Currently, I have a whole truckload of pictures to upload. 24hrs a day is definitely not enough for me! The time has come, it's time for me to start panicking. Stop asking me out people! I'm sure you all hope that I'll do well for my exams. (: I'm sure.

Short post, 'cus I don't think it's a good idea to post 3 huge entries spammed with infinite number of pictures in 5days. Furthermore, I already have a blog overpowered by pics.

Now, I need to decide if I should go for training this Sun; have been skipping them for far too many times. I'm missing out a lot.

Alright, gotta sleep now! Nights!

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Vday! ♥

2010-02-14T23:59:00.009+08:00

Nic screwed up my 1st day of CNY. Gah! But couples always fight and then get over it, I guess we are one of those people too. Played cards, spent plenty of quality time with him at his house till 3am in the morning. Finally get a teeny weeny feel of how CNY is like after so many gazillion years.

Glad that you like your present. (: I know it's a bit.. But I really have to say that the shirt looks nice on you. - and I love the gift from you too. Just that it takes up a tad too much of space.

Was trying to take some photos near the stairs, (cus we were very shy - his family was everywhere in the house) when his Dad came and told us to take photos in the garden instead. Haha!

Wanted to apologise for being over-demanding, but then again never mind lest you take advantage of my niceness. :D

Being narcissistic as such,

Wore a romper! I felt like a baby. (:

13 feb - what day?

2010-02-13T23:59:00.016+08:00

At Yi Jun's place. - Jia Min drove me there! ((:

Took off the cap after awhile. I cannot stand the heat! Yucks.
Shall start cultivating the habit of wearing caps. I think I look good in one!

Omg, we are so old already, even old enough to drive! We were once the little girls in green uniform, where the hardest decision was deciding where to go after school; we always have a hard time trying to persuade YiJun to skip NCC. But she would refuse, and that's what makes her special - so innocent and kind. Who would have expected that we are who we are now? Aiyo, all these are making me feel emotional right now.

Yi Jun is incredibly happy to have received her present.

Was kinda worried that the girl may not like the present, but she loves it! Phew~!
Kinda unhappening this year, who asked you to have a birthday that clashed with CNY and Valentine's day! Wait till next year!

Nothing much to say, just some pics for viewing.

We forgot to remove the tag. Shall not elaborate on the details.

Shall end this off with a ugly pic of us.

Sorry Jaz, I still owe you one present! It's super duper belated lar I'm so sorry. ): To make up for it, I let you add on with one thing - anything you request. (Please be nice to me..)

random.

2010-01-25T22:26:00.008+08:00

I miss Nic. ♥

Ever wonder who's the one making the MRT announcements?

Couldn't agree more to what she said about people putting on an accent. It irks me to hear someone who's obviously all the while a native Singaporean, speaking in foreign accent. No, 3yrs abroad doesn't make you an angmoh. Why act like ABC when you are not one? Eeeeew!

get a pet?

2010-01-23T16:28:00.007+08:00

Dogs make wonderful companions for us. Will definitely get one if I can afford the maintenance. Maybe I should just start with keeping a pet hammie 1st. Sounds lousy but I've never own any pet other than fighting fishes! I used to have asthma when I was young, so my Dad forbade me from keeping furry pets. ): No childhood I know. )):

Shall get a hammie or two after I land a tutoring job.

Nic: It's time to start learning how to love my pet!

PS: I want to watch Hachiko. Boyf promised me to watch Marley & Me, but we didn't get to watch it in the end. ):

Short gathering, (:

2010-01-19T23:59:00.030+08:00

Trattoria Cucina Italiana. A very nice place!

I want to bring Nic there.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL!
Look at how XuanQi is feeling happy for you!

Happy birthday girl!
You are always thought of in a very special way.
And you're wished the finest things in life.
Hope your birthday blossoms into lots of dreams come true!

With Cheryl's boyfriend! *Gasp*

Alright, he's the bartender/boss. -- I'm not sure about it.

Prettaye.

Cheryl fed everyone, except me. ): Didn't make it in time.

No photos of me so far 'cus I was late for the dinner! Need to keep Nic company until it's time for his book in. Yes, it's the irritating nights out again. The officer really knows how to pick the right time for nights out. It happened twice this week, of which both I had plans for the evening with my girls. Worst is, this time, I was the one who suggested this Italian restaurant to my girls! In the end I had to pangseh them. #%^@%&@
But at least I managed to get there by the end of it.

TADA!

A simple celebration, a gathering of friends; here is wishing you great happiness, a joy that never ends.

A not-so-ugly candid shot.

Ever ready for the cammie.
Reen has got nice silky hair.
Shit's really good. She got the perfect angle on her 1st try.

Nothing beats a long bus ride home with your loved ones..

with my loved ones..

2010-01-12T23:59:00.013+08:00

Lovely day out with my girls! (It was actually not that lovely afterall - I practically bought NOTHING, when today was intended to be a shopping day. And then YiJun arrived late, 'cus of some proper business.) Talked a bit, laughed a lot. We had so much to talk about. Catch up again soon. (: Love their company! There's this thing between us that keeps us together like the way we are, I can't put my finger on it exactly..

Was shopping with JiaMin at bugis, when there was this uninvited guest who came to disrupt our peace.. He texted me about his nights out and that he wanted to meet me.

Ok lar, my dear bf, I'm kidding. (: I know you came all the way down from camp just to spend that one short hour with me. ♥ ♥
But then again, you have to admit that you spoilt my shopping plan. Never mind! All four of us are nice and accommodating people. (:

Our unlicensed photographer.

Took like 54538735486246 pictures, before I find one that is passable.

Cannot give up until I deem it satisfactory.

His smelly beef.I know my head is out of place..

A great night like this.

2010-01-03T02:43:00.021+08:00

It's my first time dining at the timbre at artshouse, and I like it! I prefer this place to the one at substation. (: Ok, I'm not going to the one at substation anymore. LOL

I love to spend time with my friends (and bf of course!), 'cus they are the only ones whom I can share my laughter with. I can be myself only when I'm with them. Too much problems at home; a place no longer like a home. Can't remember when was the last time we sat down on the couch and watch the television together. To me, it's like living in a familiar place, with people I'm no longer familiar with. Actually not so, I'm quite used to her behaviour. It was just that I didn't have to put up with her in the past.. I had other people doing it in my place.
Usually, I'll just post up some nice pics to keep my blog alive. But there were things that bothered me so much I didn't want to make it known to everyone, I had no idea who to talk to, and I don't from which part of the story to start with. Then I got to know Nic.. He was the only one who knew what was going on, and he stood by me when the worst things happened. Thank you, and I love you. I don't know the reason behind why am I feeling emotional right now, but I guess I'll get over it real soon. (:

SHIT! I love shit! No, not literally.

Her face is all red even before drinking..I love my dress!

Me and Nic have very little common friends. Shit and Reen are the only ones we can hang out with. Sounds pathetic huh? We must really take up some sport together and get to know new friends! (Not that my girls are not nice, you get what I mean.)

Was so reluctant to get these.. So afraid that I might get drunk. Hahah! Think of it now, I feel so stupid.

"Sex on the beach" Awesome drink.

Again, set at the legendary makeup mode.
Eh, please smile leh. So reluctant to take photo with me right?!

I shall end this with
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We have an official timekeeper for our 3rd anniversary!!

COOL SHIT.

So glad that our anni this year falls on the Sat! But it's still early to decide where to go for the celebration. May just end up spending the time in his house because I'm pure lazy.

Looking at the pictures, I think my red highlights are more or less gone.. Sian ttm.

Ordered GEO contact lens I CAN'T WAIT TO RECEIVE THEM! Bought 6 pairs. New designs! YAY.

And, can someone please tell me truthfully if I look like my age? (Irl, not based on photos.) I have too many people telling me that I look TERRIBLY OLD. This is awful.
Ok lar, maybe not terribly old. JUST OLDER.

Straight from my phone.

2010-01-02T05:04:00.002+08:00

Psychologists say denying your feelings only results in the rebound effect: the more you try to ignore them, the stronger they'll resurface as your subconscious mind is on the lookout for signs that'll trigger any thought of what you are trying to forget.

New year resolution: I shall not let my upsetting thoughts accumulate.

Blogger is not mobile friendly. Had to email to myself to post on my blog. Never mind, at least it's one way for me to blog on the go.
No more tweet-flooding!

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AVATARIZE YOURSELF

2009-12-30T21:47:00.004+08:00

Feeling bored. So I tried to Na'Vi myself. But that damned website is in French, I had a hard time trying to figure out where exactly to click to get what I wanted.

Used this photo.

The patch above my left eye is... my fringe I guess?

Angry look.

Guess I'm too bored.
Find your Na'Vi look here.

a happy day.

2009-12-24T12:43:00.017+08:00

A very hard to come by day-out with Shit and Reen!

Taken with her cam, set at makeup mode. LOL!

Clubber girl.Iced yuan yang! Love it.
I'm craving for this already..

Candid. Yucks.

We ordered about $15 worth of food, but we sat there for 2hrs? (We were waiting for Reen - she fell asleep at home! kns.) Nvm, in the end she came and we had a lot of fun. (:
And yea, I think Reen should seriously consider setting up a facebook account.

No pictures of Reen 'cus she's kinda self-conscious. Oh well, till the next meeting!

Found this photo. My ex-tutee!

That's not my hand ok.

OMG he is a monster. Ultra difficult to tame. Thank god I managed to escape from his evil clutches..
Think again, it's been a while since I stopped tutoring. Shall I be hardworking and look for a tutoring job now? Or study first, then get a job during my long break?

Happy Birthday Cindy.

2009-12-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

Vids for sharing.

2009-12-15T22:58:00.006+08:00

Where to get such a chameleon?!

Ultra cute! Die die must watch. (((:

Maybe Nic will suggest getting a cat instead. He told me he doesn't like to spend time walking the dog.

313 @ Somerset - Marchė

2009-12-12T23:59:00.008+08:00

Marchė again!

Didn't want to eat anything that day, so I munched on whatever Nic ordered.

I almost wanted to sit on it! But because I was wearing dress and in heels, it would be kinda difficult to get on it.
Plus I think it'll take some time for the kids to give up that nice seat.

Always hoping for weekends to come.. Then when the weekend is here, I'd dread for weekdays. )':

Tanning on a rainy day.

2009-12-09T23:59:00.008+08:00

SENTOSA DAY!!

We planned this trip long long ago, I was so very excited for this day!
We expected the sun to be strong, and weather to be blazing hot.. But the rain just come and go at the rate of.. I don't know? I lost count.

Just look at the gloomy sky!

It was getting boring (yes, 'cus there's no sun!), so I started to play around.

Trying to poke her.
Failed.

Then it started pouring!

Maybe you can't see the rain, BUT IT WAS RAINING. We had to seek for shelter.

Settled down outside this ice-cream shop, simply 'cus all the other places are either restaurants or bars. No way for us to go all the way to Sentosa just to eat. And it was only after a 15mins of sun-less tanning.

So with grudges and complains..

After which, thank god it was bright and sunny again!
Lazy type. Photos - self-explanatory!

Similar pics below - same angle, same position.
You can skip this part if you don't like our faces.

That's all! BYE BEACH.

Dinner at Thai Accent again. We couldn't find anything else to eat.

Hers.Mine.Looks the same, but they are different ok!

Yummy

ALRIGHT! That's all for now.
Shall go tanning again soon. I want proper sun.

I LOVE WEEKENDS.

2009-12-05T23:59:00.005+08:00

At 2230, two of them called to ask if I want to go Macs and rot with them.

Then, the guys appear.
Somehow or another, they found out we're at Macs..

I slept at 0630.

Birthday dinner the next day.

I'm glad that you're are mine.

UPDATES!

2009-12-01T20:41:00.016+08:00

Saturday, 31 Oct 09

Didn't know there is a place for prawning near my house! And I pass by this place EVERYDAY!

He asked me to take a photo of him prawning..
But never offer to help take pictures on behalf! SELFISH PIG.

We were so noob! Not sure of where to get the tools, how to remove the prawn from bait, how to wash the prawns, bla bla bla..

So, his hands were injured by the pincers, then we shrieked while cleaning the live prawns, and more! But I forgot already lar, maybe a bit of embarrassment here and there lo.

But we managed to do everything all by ourselves! (Some guy wanted to help me wash the prawns, but I told him I can do it, AND I DID IT! ((: ) - the process is kinda cruel. Sorry prawns!

The prawns we caught!
Caught a very big one!

Yums
Blur boy!

It was really fun!

Fishing rod - $15
Drinks - $7
Cab fare - $5
Start a new hobby with bf - priceless

Saturday, 14 Nov 09

SHIT'S BIG SURPRISE!
We filled her bed with her favourite balloons!! Reen's idea!

[Pictures taken from facebook]

Backstage crew.

Just look at what we did to her room!

Shit, how are the balloons? If you really miss us, release the air in the balloons and feel our breath! We painstakingly blew them ONE BY ONE!
I bet our breath will smell exactly like the morning breeze, try it!

On the ceiling!

Shit(phone): Dear ah, you think I cannot reach the ceiling to take those papers down right.
Shit(minutes later, at msn): Dear ah, I really cannot reach leh.
Me: Of course! We asked Nicky to put them up one lo.
Me: Nvm, leave them there. We'll take down for you on your birthday next year.
Shit: Okay! :DDD

With love!
From all of us. (including nicky)

I must admit that I was late, so I had no part in the balloons blowing ceremony. You cannot smell my breath!

I know you love us.
WE LOVE YOU TOO!

YAY!

2009-11-30T01:01:00.003+08:00

Found a new picture viewer prog best suit my needs!
Gna blog soon!

(Might be) My Last Post.

2009-11-09T02:38:00.003+08:00

I need to format my computer. But the day just never come. And I think by the time it's done, I've lost all my interest in blogging. Maybe I should just stop posting all these entries.

It's Us No More.
Everything feels like redundant to me.

Zzzz

2009-10-31T17:54:00.002+08:00

Just when I have the mood to post some pictures.. The computer refused to budge.
Alright then, not fated.

It's raining heavily now. I'm staying home fb-ing and watching Taiwan shows..
Had this chance to meet bf and go for some massage at I-don't-know-where with his family but I was really lazy to step out of the house. Now, I want to see Nic. Oh well!

2009-10-21T16:14:00.002+08:00

I think I rely more on Twitter rather than blog nowadays. ):
No life, nothing to blog.

Kylle believes that true love never dies.

2009-10-04T23:59:00.002+08:00

Dempsey! yums.

Saturday, October 03
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Hectic! JK collection #4 + Private sale at Perlini's silver + BBQ !!!

2009-10-02T23:59:00.008+08:00

A picture paints a thousand words?
No! I'm not slacking ok. I'm actually doing real work -- taking pics of them. (:See that woman?
FAIL.
Ok, next.HAHA
Candid!

Evidence of friend abuse. Please report her to the police.

Sweethearts!

We bought silvers at 50%! Thanks to miss yijun.

Headed back to AMK hub to meet the my beloved classmates.

BBQ!

Perspiring like crazy!

Lips red like chilli is caused by the very spicy stingray. Chilli added by me, YiJun and Cindy. (((:Picture taken from Cindy's lj

This woman has a karaoke room in her house!

la la la la la ~~~

Cindy's flying back to Melb this Sun.
Will miss you babe!

How to kill mosquitoes.

2009-09-23T12:55:00.005+08:00

I have 2 freaking annoying mozzies in my room! These pests are taking away my quality sleep every night.. Found an interesting way to get rid of them.

From wikiHow:

When Mosquito Lands on Wall Method
Watch the mosquito as it is flying around the room. Wait for it to land on a wall as they frequently do.
Take a magazine, shirt, book or any other suitable object and swat the mosquito. Mosquitoes move slowly and are easy to kill with this technique.

Mosquito Flying in Mid Air

Spot the mosquito flying in the air.
Clap your hands on the mosquito and smash it.

After Mosquito Lands on Person Method

Have a mosquito land on your arm. Keep your arm out when outside, and one might land on it.
Pinch the vein that the mosquito is on in an area further up your arm then the mosquito. One inch should do.
As a surge of blood pushes towards the mosquito, it will fill up beyond its capacity, and explode.

Do not attempt the mosquito lands on person method if you are squeamish, as mosquito blood will probably be splattered on your arm.

I want to try the last one!

Where to get an electronic fly swatter huh?

Back.

2009-09-15T23:45:00.012+08:00

It's been some time since I last posted an entry.

Don't know why, I stopped bringing camera when I go out. So there's nothing to post up here.

After that I realised I have pics in my phone! YAY.
Although the quality is not as good. Photos are super shitty.

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Pleasant surprise from love!
Dinner at Manhattan Fish Market. I like their food! Yums.

We had a good time.

That day, me and JiaMin were supposed to hunt for supplies for JK. But never mind, we canceled it.
We went shopping at Bugis instead. Bought a denim jacket which I've eyeing on for a super long time at a very good price! Loves.

And we both bought a pair of black-rimed specs.

My new toy.

It's from Nic.
Though I don't what to do with it yet. LOL.

A date with JiaMin tomorrow!
Omg, I'm like seeing her every week! Tell me when will I get sick of her..

it's book out day again!

2009-09-05T20:19:00.003+08:00

Watched The Proposal yesterday!
Asked for mixed popcorn, but that guy gave me sweet ones! KNS. Damn disappointed.

Met Shit. Supposed to save her from the evil clutches of that Filipino guy. But then he changed his mind and decided not to meet her.
I wonder if they are meeting tonight?

We talked so much that night, my voice went hoarse!
But then, maybe it's 'cus I was about to fall sick/already sick.
So, ya.

Right now, the girls are preparing for some exam that is in about 4 weeks?
Hope for another gathering with 216 soon. Maybe during their recess week.
Hardworking people!
What to do? Competitions are tough in NUS. -- Not like in my sch. Oh well!

I wonder what's my bf doing right now..

Rants

2009-09-01T18:46:00.004+08:00

Was late for class today! Damn it. Had too much photos to edit for JK 3 last night..

LOUIS VUITTON CALLED ME UP FOR AN INTERVIEW!!!
But unfortunately this job does not fit into my schedule, so I rejected their offer. ))))): I kept applying since last year lo! Even before I got into AIA.
Imagine if I went for the interview and got accepted? Think of the staff discount for LV bags!
Maybe Nic's mum will start to buy LVs through me.. Look! What a good way to build relationship with his mother!
Wasted sia.

What's better, it's one of the reputable companies which their I'm applying for. The rest are like don't-know-what-it's-called company. ): I want to work in LV! At least I'll get to wear nice uniforms.. ))):

Btw, what's a runner huh? She told me that there are vacancies for Part-Time Sales Associate and Runner.

JazieKylle 3!

2009-08-30T23:16:00.010+08:00

Don't you just love this bag?
We are so getting one for ourselves!

Photos taken at Jaz's house again!
Was very hungry when I reached her place.. But all she did was to offer me a overly sweetened hazelnut coffee. ARRR!

Some photos that will not be seen at JK3. LOL!

Love this photo.
'Cus I look like I have nose bridge!

Last.
Who dare say my room is messy?

After which, I met up with JiaMin.
It was then I got cheated by her to go Semb Shopping Centre.

Ok la, at least she painstakingly waited for me for about 20mins while me and Jaz were packing up to leave!

Update:

I just remembered something.
JiaMin said this after we left the eatery, "他们（买面的小贩）看到这里有两个美女，就一直看过来。。真的！他们一个看着你，一个看着我。我们要走的时候，他们两个一起都看！”

HAHAHHA!
What can I say about her? Damn cute.

Friends are love!

2009-08-28T23:59:00.003+08:00

Gotcha!
This woman is a stalker.

JiaMin and YiJun!
YiJun still has a photo of us in her wallet!
THIS IS LOVE.

Had the 1st classic pedicure in my life!

We didn't do much, just endless of bitching.

I GIVE UP.

2009-08-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

I just don't know how to deal with my mum.
Why am I so different?

My dear.

2009-08-23T23:43:00.010+08:00

There goes the 1 week holiday for us.

No time to cut the photo properly, thus unable to achieve the effect I want.
Will upload it again once it's done.
Update: Still fail. ):

He gave his holiday to me!
Feeling so down now. He has to leave for his camp tomorrow.
Kinda regret that we did not spend this week wisely. ))):

I feel loved.

what's your waist size?

2009-08-21T00:50:00.003+08:00

I always feel that Nic has a slim waist.

Wonder what's his reaction when he sees this.
No la love, you are not like this ok?
At least, you don't have a full cup for one side, and half a cup for another. (:

But I never know what's his waist circumference. So we measured it today, and it's a freaking 28inches! I exclaimed 'cus I always thought mine was around 26.5-28inches. (Obviously I'm not.)

So, I went to search for the ideal size for men.
Was supposed to be in bed by now. Told Nic that I was tired after a long day..

Nic's about 5 feet 10.

Height 5 feet and inches below	Ideal Waist Line	Waist-to-Height Ratio (%)	Healthy Target
5 feet 5-6 inches	28.5	46%	up to 50%
5 feet 7 inches	31	46	up to 50%
5 feet 8 inches	31.2	46	up to 50%
5 feet 9 inches	31.7	46	up to 50%
5 feet 10 inches	32	46	up to 50%
5 feet 11 inches	32.6	46	up to 50%
6 feet	33.1	46	up to 50%
6 feet 2 inches	34	46	up to 50%
6 feet 4 inches	35	46	up to 50%

I'm about 5 feet 2-3.

Height 5 feet and inches below	Ideal Waist Line	Waist-t o-Heigh t (%)	Healthy Range/Unhe althy Range
5 feet 1 inch	24 inches	39.5	up to 48%
5 feet 2-3 inches	24 to 25 inches	39.5	up to 48%
5 feet 3 or 4 inches	25 to 25.3	39.5	up to 48%
5 feet 5 inches	25 to 25.5	39.5	up to 48%
5 feet 6 inches	27.5	39.5	up to 48%
5 feet 7 inches	27.75	39.5	up to 48%
5 feet 8 inches	26.8	39.5	up to 48%
5 feet 9 or 10 inches	27.3	39.5	up to 48%

At least my size doesn't deviate so much from the standard.

Some comparisons:
Subjects Waist-to-Height Ratio
Barbie Doll 25.0%
Ken Doll 36.0%
Female College Swimmers 42.4%
Male College Swimmers 42.8%

OK SLEEP NOW.

2009-08-19T23:36:00.009+08:00

It's a super little make-up day!

Tweet-ed about going to Orchard looking like a law student this early afternoon.

Then after which I went home, and for a simple reason (was late again), I slapped some loose powder on my face and went ahead for the musical! )):
Was late 'cus I made Nic unwrap the anniversary gift I got for him just before we left. Must explain for myself!

Musical was not bad.
If not for the fact that almost 90% of the audience were secondary school students, I think the show would have been more enjoyable for me. Those kids were given a 60% discount you see.

Love the dress I was wearing!
But it's hidden under the jacket. ):
I bought it online, and was so glad that it reached me in time.

Was using my phone to take pics for the day - lousy photo quality,
so there's no need to take close up shots for the food. (:

Eating?

NO!
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He was playing with the food.
(:

I think the pumpkin paste looked like SCREAM.

View from Orchard Central.

I'm desperately looking for a fun CCA to join. ))))))))))))):

timbre @ fort canning hill

2009-08-16T23:59:00.009+08:00

Nic is happy that I like the place a lot. Think he was worried that I might not like the idea of open area.
Not true!

The place is shady. I didn't feel warm at all, even wearing a jacket.

There was supposed to be live band, and the stage was just in front of us! Too bad we were early..

Super gratified with the food! Everyone should go and have a try.

I know nothing about alcohol. Nic ordered for me, then we both agreed that mine tasted much better.

An impromptu decision to catch a movie after that.
Watched UP!

NIC:
Just thought that there's no need to set aside a special date to celebrate our anniversary, 'cus this is good enough, (: I CAN'T WAIT TO GO FOR THE MUSICAL!
Let's make today part 1, and musical as part 2.

BDD?

2009-08-15T11:56:00.000+08:00

I suspect I have BDD - Body Dysmorphic Disorder.

From wiki:

People with BDD say that they wish that they could change or improve some aspect of their physical appearance even though they are generally of normal or even highly attractive appearance. Body dysmorphic disorder causes sufferers to believe that they are so unspeakably hideous that they are unable to interact with others or function normally for fear of ridicule and humiliation about their appearance.
This can cause those with this disorder to begin to seclude themselves or have trouble in social situations. They can become secretive and reluctant to seek help because they fear that others will think them vain or because they feel too embarrassed. It has been suggested that fewer men seek help for the disorder than women.

Does obsession about my body shape count? I always complain to Nic and Jaz when with them. Sometimes, I feel for them.

ME: Eh, my arms fat not?
Them: No la!
ME: But they are not toned leh, flabby flabby.
Them: A bit lo. Just not toned. Still alright la.
ME: Then you still say not fat! Walao.
Them: tsk
(Then, I would start to fret and feel grumpy the whole day.)

They were forced to agree with my concerns, then ended up had to bear with my whining.

Can't remember if I'm always complaining about my looks though.. (I know my face is not perfect, don't know why but I tend to complain less about it?)

On the side note, I think I've already reached the age to start a skincare regime. Especially when makeup is an essential part of my life..
Where to get the fund?? I seriously need a part time job.

I've been using toner, moisturizer and acne gel diligently for a week or so now, but have yet to notice improvements on my skin. WHY IS IT SO? Do I need to get skincare products of a better brand? ARGHHH.

2nd year!

2009-08-14T18:17:00.013+08:00

Happy anniversary my darling! <3

Too bad we can't meet today..
):

holiday break (:

2009-08-12T21:44:00.016+08:00

I spent my the last 3 days with my bf!!
Nic went for the route march on NDP, and was given 3 days break! (((:

I tell you, his fav hangout place now is ION!
We went there like at least 3 times for the past 10 days!
=.=

No loots though. 'Cus you know, after shopping at bugis with Jaz, I don't really feel like buying things from the shopping centres. UNLESS IT'S A BARGAIN.
(Actually, it's partly due to my newly bought glasses. I feel guilty..)

I want to buy pumps from Cotton On! 2 for $25. But I need only one..

Forgot to bring cam around, so no photos!
):
Anyway I think my blog is already full of photos now!

OHYA
Wore falsies today, but bf's respond was, "I don't like fake lashes leh. Natural nicer."
): No more falsies for me when he's around.

Hello bf,
I'm sorry about my bad temper these days, must have caused you a bit of displeasure even though you did not show it.
Thanks for bringing out the smile in me!

2009-08-09T17:22:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I wonder why do I always meet people who treat me badly? Where have all the sincere ones gone to!

But then, I'm glad there's a few close friends I have whom I can depend on.
Of course, MY BF TOO! He's ever so accommodating to me. (well, most of the time (: )

Gathering of some sort.

2009-08-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

I bought glasses this evening!
Quite expensive. (My Stats lecturer told us "quite" actually means "very")
Hope I won't regret it in time to come..

Had a lunch date at MOF AMK hub.

Sherfeng!

In case you are thinking of trying out this place, I'm telling you that you should not.
The 3 of us found out that the food there was either too sweet, or too salty.

See that red bean paste thingy? It cost me $7.80, and I only managed to finish half of it.
$7.80 for half a bowl of gooey sugar paste.

Had a bad-face-day today. Wasn't intending to post pictures at all, but then I realised that I would not be doing any justice to Jiamin if I did that.

She's so pretty today!

I'm quite determined to hide my face.
Any remedies for oily skin?

I bet there's no need to guess who this person is.

HONGHONG's

2009-08-06T23:59:00.001+08:00

With the NUS kids.

I din't get to eat these..

This woman couldn't receive my mms on the actual date of her birthday. Sent twice somemore! Stupid.

Din't get to see Reen too! ):She's itching, somewhere..Shit!

Mad shopping.

2009-08-05T19:46:00.004+08:00

Out to bugis with Jaz!
I'm so happy with the loots! ((((:

She's always this shy..

Told her I was taking picture of the food.. (:

Yum.

I really bought quite a no. of clothes for myself..
We combed the area like twice, or more. So the weak woman demanded a rest, and something to quench her thirst.

Depressed 'cus her drink is not-so-fantastic.
It was super freaking sweet!

So the shop uncle gave her another cup of mixed water (tap and boiled) to neutralise the sweetness..
Not very impressed with the service.

Spot her eyes..

TADA!

Last best photo of the day.

It's gna be a long long day tomorrow..
SIX HOURS OF LECTURE!

YANLING'S

2009-08-02T23:59:00.001+08:00

Had a hard time with Eugenia finding our way to the chalet. LOL! (we were ultra late, and almost didn't make it in time to cut the cake)

Yan Ling and her elephant cake.
See? We were smiling so 灿烂-ly.

The host did not do a good job in entertaining us..
She was running around, DON'T KNOW DO WHAT.

All of us!

Working with them was great. Fun people to be with!
I do not regret working there, even with the measly pay of $6.50/hr

Finally a date!

2009-08-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yea man.
Couples like us cherish our weekends a lot.

Ion.
Didn't explore much.

He doesn't like to smile.. )):
Stupid.

Not long after..
This woman came to disrupt our peace..
(Like after meeting my boy for 45mins?)
She called to ask if she can join us.

Wonder what's behind this classic =.= expression of hers?
Don't tell you!

Some very nice cheesecake.

So, to compensate my loss..
She tried to take nice, sweet photos of the lovers.

But she failed terribly..

While waiting for the arrival of her dear..

I need a haircut.

Nice complexion? Thanks to my BB cream!
I did nothing to edit my face.
Shows that Jiamin has good complexion, 'cus she's not wearing BB cream.

SAY NO TO SUPPER.

2009-07-25T00:08:00.004+08:00

I can't believe that I was actually having supper for the past week!

Ate things like assorted biscuits, milk and even slices of cake!

I need to start exercising soon! Get toned abs and go for naval piercing! (I'm still a bit skeptical about it.)

WOOHOO~

Update:
I realised I've slimmed down!
((((((((((((((:

Getting new specs!

2009-07-21T00:22:00.008+08:00

My current specs is beyond repair.
I need to get a new pair!

Help me decide on the design!!!!!

Please don't be bothered by the colours.. I can't possibly put up every colour!

Definitely not this! Guess retro is really not suitable for me.
Marc Jacobs - $388
MARCJACOBS / 131 / HKT

Half frame.
Levis - $238
LEVISLADY / 5003 / BLK

Another half frame. Looks about the same as the above one.. But cheaper!
Bling - $138
BLING / 1181 / B2
Er? No comments..
Icult - $138
ICULT / 305 / 40CL

WAHHAHAHAH! A GEEK! This frame is too big for my face!
Paul Frank - $348
PAULFRANK / LOSTINTHELIBRARY / BNTUMB

Don't dare to buy online.
I'll have to try on first!

Shih Tzu!

2009-07-18T13:55:00.006+08:00

Yes, I'm still hoping that I can get a dog!
Not now.. Maybe when I started working, then I'll be able to afford the maintenance of a dog. (:

Look at this!
A Shih Tzu!

However, Shih Tzu is a stupid dog. It takes him longer than most dogs to learn a command or trick.

Mini Maltese!

You tell me, aren't they cute?

Nic: WAH you want a dog right?
ME: Yup, but I've got no time and money.
ME: But never mind, just hope to get one in the future.
Nic: Aiyo, but I don't really like dogs. ):
=.=

LAMEPLAY INTERNATIONAL

2009-07-17T19:30:00.008+08:00

HEY!

WATCH THIS.

I wonder how much time is spent doing this clip.

I stumble upon this blog, with many entertaining videos!
I find the contents really interesting. Especially when you are looking for something to pass time..

Just in!

Latest in the blog..

Filthy pillow talk.
"Yucks!"

I can't imagine this happening to me.
Only to find out the real bad side of your SO after marriage..

More vids?
Now check this out.
Go add their toolbar if you want. My blog has a place in their toolbar!

2009-07-15T14:15:00.005+08:00

Did anyone of you just joined True Fitness?

Apparently, someone gave my contacts to True Fitness Vivocity, and I'm given one-week complimentary trial session at the centre!!

I wonder who gave them my name? Please let me know who you are!

FOODS~

2009-07-13T19:25:00.008+08:00

I WANT TO GO TAIWAN.

I want to eat all!

Talk about food.

I really hate people who snort at my food. For certain food like animals' intestines, I can understand. (But still, try not to be so squeamish at the sight of it.)

It's rude.

Especially if the person goes "Eeee!" when I'm eating.
Irritating people.
所以呢？我是猪，再喝馊水哦?

Shoo!

Absolute bf.

2009-07-03T02:34:00.000+08:00

I just love this show!

Don't cha wish your bf was hot like him~
Don't cha wish your bf was a freak like him~
Don't cha~

I watched the special episode awhile ago.

So touching, I cried!
I shall not be a spoilsport to tell you the ending in detail, but it's a bit similar to the previous ending.

I felt so emotional, I msged my Nic something really sweet!
Something that can make him smile when he read it the next morning..

But also, I just wanna say,
Night is so hot!
Thumbs up for his protective nature!

I know it's a bit not-so-right to be mesmerized by Night, then I think of my bf after that.

BUT HEY! It's just a show. Night is fake, but my bf is for real. (((:
The director is really damn good to make all the girls (ok, most of the girls) soon found themselves head over heels in love with Night.

2009-06-30T21:11:00.008+08:00

I slept through my afternoon, and missed my MT training! ((:
I wonder I can still grow taller if I sleep a lot these days.. I heard about the 2nd puberty, heh.

My bf's bunkmate contracted chickenpox! That stupid guy is an irresponsible one. He refused to admit that he's suspected of the pox and continued with the daily training and stuff!

The worst thing is, Nic is discovered with rashes over his neck and shoulders!!!
(Also, I met up with him last Sunday.)

My goodness, I can't imagine having pockmarks all over my face!

So if I get it from him, I'll have to say byebye to my 1 month holiday.
Hope it's just heat rash.

Screw that guy..

2009-06-28T19:02:00.014+08:00

Went shopping with my love today! Sadly enough, we both forgot to take pictures.

Bought a bag.

Let me tell you!!
I tried the BB cream today, and the effect is excellent!
It's like I have totally flawless skin after the application. And I've only applied like a super little amount.
It's also outrageously lasting, consider for that amount.

But then, it did not managed to cover my whiteheads though.

It's alr good enough la.
I'm impressed.

Alright for now..
I'm staying home to watch Black & White!

It's a bit similar to Internal Affairs.
I've never watch any Taiwan drama like this. A breakthrough!

Watch it!

Also, watch this as well!
An angmoh speaking perfect Singlish! He's definitely gna surprise you.

A big day for camwhoring.

2009-06-26T23:33:00.009+08:00

Look! Healthy hair..

At Swensens!

Nope.
Were supposed to go, but due to some unforeseen circumstances, we lunched at Pizza Hut instead.

Geraldine. She's one fun person!Ugly to the max~

TA-DA!
Something from the girls.. (:
BB cream!..
.. it's a 24-hour makeup base + sunblock + foundation
But I've yet to try it out.

Gina!Xiao C!

This guy like to take candid of others.. ):
Wondering how we look like in the other cam?

Candid indeed.
Shortie!
No correct guess for who's the taller one.

Digress.

The company's cleaner auntie thought that I'm already in my twenties!

Then she refused to believe when I told her I'm only 19..
):

I totally will miss the place!
Esp the fun-loving people there.

10 most excruciating punishments.

2009-06-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

One day I was browsing through the web, and I stumble upon these!
Let me share with you..

1. Sawing

The condemned was hung upside down and then sawed apart down the middle, starting at the crotch. Since the condemned was hanging upside-down, the brain received a continuous blood supply in spite of severe bleeding. The condemned would remain alive and conscious until the saw severed the major blood vessels of the abdomen, and sometimes even longer. In Asian countries, the condemned stood up while constrained and sawing started at the head.

2. Flaying

Flaying is the removal of skin from the body. Generally, an attempt is made to maintain the removed portion of skin intact.

3. Impalement

Impalement as a method of torture and execution involves a person being pierced with a long stake. The penetration could be through the sides, through the rectum, through the vagina, or through the mouth. This method leads to a painful death; sometimes taking days. The stake would often be planted in the ground, leaving the impaled person suspended to die.

4. Slow slicing

The lingering death, or death by a thousand cuts, was a form of execution used in China from roughly AD 900 to its abolition in 1905. In this form of execution, the condemned person was killed by using a knife to methodically remove portions of the body over an extended period of time.

5. Dismemberment

Dismemberment is the act of cutting, tearing, pulling, wrenching or otherwise removing, the limbs of a person. Dismemberment was carried out in the Medieval era by tying a person's limbs to a chain or other constraint, then attaching the restraint to two separate movable entities (e.g. a vehicle) and moving them in opposite directions.

6. Crushing

Even animals were not spared in executing criminals. Animals had been trained in the past to kill people. Death by crushing or pressing is a method of execution which has a long history during which the techniques used varied greatly from place to place.

7. Boiling to death

Boiling to death is a crude and torturous method of execution. This penalty was carried out using a large cauldron filled with water, oil, tallow or even molten lead. Sometimes the victim was immersed, the liquid then being heated, or he was plunged into the already boiling contents, usually head first. The executioner could then help speed their demise by means of a large hook with which he sank the criminal deeper. An alternative method was to use a large shallow receptacle rather than a cauldron; oil, tallow or pitch then being poured in. The victim was then partially immersed in the liquid and fried to death.

8. Scaphism

Scaphism is an ancient Persian method of execution designed to inflict torturous death. The naked person would be firmly fastened within a back-to-back pair of narrow rowboats, the head, hands, and feet protruding from this improvised container. The condemned was forced to ingest milk and honey to the point of developing severe diarrhea, and more honey would be rubbed on his body so as to attract insects to the exposed appendages. They would then be left to float on a stagnant pond. Death, when it eventually occurred, was probably due to a combination of dehydration, starvation and septic shock. Insanity would typically set in after a few days. In other recorded versions, the insects did not eat the person; biting and stinging insects such as wasps, which were attracted by honey on the body, acted as the torture. Death by scaphism is painful, humiliating, and protracted.

9. Burial

In ancient Rome a Vestal Virgin convicted of violating her vows of celibacy was "buried alive" by being sealed in a cave with a small amount of bread and water, ostensibly so that the goddess Vesta could save her should she have been truly innocent. According to Christian tradition, a number of saints were martyred this way, including Saint Castulus and Saint Vitalis of Milan.

10. Iron maiden

An iron maiden is a torture device. It usually has a small closable opening so that the torturer can interrogate their victim and torture or kill a person by piercing the body with sharp objects, while he or she is forced to remain standing. The condemned bleeds profusely and is weakened slowly, eventually dying because of blood loss, or perhaps asphyxiation. Most iron maidens were made so the sharp points did not pierce vital organs, thus not immediately killing a person, in order to drag out the torturous death. The process involved the victim being locked inside the device by heavy padlocks, and was usually checked on every few hours to see whether the victim had died.

If you had to choose, which punishment will you pick?

Ah Nia goodbye day

2009-06-23T23:09:00.004+08:00

This is Ah Nia.

The one and only photo I took with her.
But I look like cock here.
Just look at how happy she is..No need to be sentimental.

Congrats for leaving the office! Your job scope is DAMN BORING.
See you in school~

Siao lang on the go..

2009-06-15T03:20:00.004+08:00

Airport!

Ohya! I just realised he has the habit of "hiding behind me" when taking photos.

I used to think that my head was really big, if not his is really small.

Actually I think all the photos taken with Nic looks more or less the same..
Shall take more pictures of the places we go in the future!

Thanks for everything you did today!
you gave in to me when I'm at my lowest point of the day..

POP.

2009-06-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

My boy got me extra tickets to his POP! I'm so happy.

Look at the weather.
TOTALLY UNBEARABLE.

Can you spot him?

How bout this?

More photos in his cam..

YAY CHEERS TO HIS BLOCK LEAVE.

Corktees

2009-06-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

Went to shop at this LJ sometime back..

The thing I like about it is that I'll get to choose my choice of tee material, colour of the tee and the words. In this way, it'll be difficult to see another person on the streets, wearing the same top as me!

My girls should know that I hate to find some shit people wearing the same clothes or carrying the same bag as me. IDIOT.
Worst still, COPYCATS. They just ought to be shot and die..

Some of their designs:

Aiya, just too many for me paste everything here. Go and have a look!
Corktees.

Blocked blog.

2009-06-04T23:27:00.001+08:00

GOD.

Blogger blocked my blog.

What's happening?

But I still can blog what?

2009-06-03T23:59:00.005+08:00

We wore the same shades today!
Purely coincidental.

Hui Ting

Yan Ling
My unflattering angle..

Oh, let's say hi to the pandas.

I want to buy perfume~
I want to buy perfume~
I want to buy perfume~

Just agree, that I love to blog.

Shopping? Shopping.

2009-06-02T20:31:00.021+08:00

There are 101 things I need to buy, but I don't have the American time to go shopping everyday.
I wish for unlimited time, AND MONEY.

Should I get this for school?
It has a lighter colour tone in real life..

I need more clothes too!

Did you know?

1. Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.

2. The body's strongest muscle is our tongue.

3. Statistically, people are more afraid of spiders than they are of dying.

OMG I cannot imagine having them in my house!
Can you?

4. All polar bears are left-handed.

What's with the tongue? Obviously it has been photoshopped.

5. Butterfiles taste with their feet.

6. A cockroach can live 9 days without its head.. It died of starvation.

7. It is impossible to sneeze with your eyes open.

8. Thomas Edison was afraid of the dark.

9. Most lipsticks have fish scales in it.

10. Coca-cola will be green in colour if not for the colourings added.

Hope it does keep you entertained for a while.

Next, shall blog about the most excruciating and cruel punishments in history when I feel like it.

Back from outfield!

2009-05-17T13:59:00.003+08:00

My botak. (:

2009-05-15T00:14:00.004+08:00

I RECEIVED LETTERS FROM NTU AND SMU ALREADY!!

What course????????

It says..

I'm not accepted.

........................................................................................................................

Eugenia finds me so irritating when I told her this. LOL!

I'm not a bit surprised la. I understand that I don't have a superb As cert.

I know people who get AAB and yet get into Arts, where can I go with my XXX?

2009-05-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

I finally got myself a new phone.

This is so high-tech that I don't even know how to use it. ):

Go la go la.
Laugh at me la.

(:

2009-05-10T23:17:00.004+08:00

Right.
Army sucks. I hate field camp.

Never would I know Nic is so into candy floss.

We were having dinner at New York New York.
Upon leaving he saw someone making the candy floss, and guess what he told me?

NIC: "Eh eh, tell them you want it. Tell them you want it. Tell them you want it! Faster!"
ME: "Huh? Orh."
NIC: "Yay."

So.
He wanted the floss but was too shy to get for himself.

It was only now I found out about his liking for it.
He told me he like it since young.

ROFL.

A guy who likes candy floss..
Such a cute bf.

2009-05-07T22:01:00.003+08:00

It's 9:54pm now, and my boyfriend just called!

He couldn't wait to tell me about how unlucky his batch was. It didn't rain at all for the previous Taurus, but it rained EVERYDAY for six days this time.

'Cus.

Hong Wei the suay kia in my class is in platoon 3!
Funny.

While my boyfriend's away.. RE 5

2009-05-02T23:12:00.018+08:00

This post is to update Nic on whatever I did while he's away, it may be boring.
Please bear with me for awhile. (:

Field camp
Day 1

I want to play this!

But to play now, I'll need a Xbox.

Field camp
Day 2

I just have the urge to change my bedsheet at 3am in the morning! These are part of my birthday presents from him these years. It's my first time using the bolster case after more than a year!

Then during the afternoon when I was so bored, I stumbled upon this video:
Long vid. There's no need for you watch it till the end.

They call the baby "Snake baby".

In scientific terms, the baby suffered from a type of skin disease called Harlequin-type ichthyosis.

Sufferers will have dry and cracked skin, resembling scales of a fish. The mouth is large and round and open. There is no external nose and ears, but holes where the nose and ears should have been. The eyes appear to be lumps of coagulated blood, their hands and feet appear to be swollen.

I read that the people who took the video believed that it's more of a curse.

The Muslim mother, who gave birth to 2 sons had always wanted the 3rd child to be a girl. Knowing that it would be a baby boy after the ultrasound, she cursed that she would rather give birth to a baby snake instead.

'Cus Muslims believed that the words of a pregnant mother saying about the unborn will always comes true. Not sure if it's true, I READ FROM SOMEWHERE.

More pics.
More pics.
More pics.

Because of their cracked skin, the baby is vulnerable to bacteria and thus is in risk of fatal infection. Most of them can only live about 2 weeks after birth.

Jiamin's birthday 2009.

2009-05-02T02:27:00.015+08:00

See? Took her so long to send me the photos. Now I forget the way I want the post to be. Supposed to post this up on her birthday itself! Spoiler. ):

Now I need to change from my angry mood to the joyous one so that I can blog properly.
ARGH

27 March 2009

I wrapped the presents myself! Nice right!

Happy hor?
She was so scared before this. 'Cus I told her to wear something easy to strip off.
After some lies,
SHE THOUGHT I WOULD STRIP HER IN THE PUBLIC!
Gullible huh?

The size of my head looked extraordinary weird here. Seems like it doesn't belong to the neck.
Auntie, are you wearing your big and round contact lens a not? Looks small leh..

Ok, we were actually up for Sabai-jai, a kind of Thai massage.

Our masseuses!

Long lashes! Ok la, maybe not.
US.
So happy eh..?But actually..

We were quite in pain.With the masseuses!Overall, the whole thing was quite fun. Jiamin kept screaming and I kept laughing at her shrieks.

We need to trust their skills completely. At some point of time, any bit more strength from them we would have to kiss our fingers/backs goodbye.
We both had a GOOD STRETCH.

???Polaroid!
At Soup Spoon..
Last but not least,
it marked the end of the celebration! (Please be grateful that it was one slap instead of 19. (: )

Hope you enjoyed the day!

yumyum.

2009-05-01T11:46:00.012+08:00

I have this craving for Soup Spoon's Clam Chowder now!

If not, their mushroom soup can do the job as well!

To Jaz:
Shall we go? Shall we?

PS:
I'm supposed to blog about Jiamin's birthday celebration with me ages ago. But she is ever so occupied to send me the photos. One bad thing I hate, she knows she's always busy but still insisted on using her digicam. 'CUS SHE SAYS HER CAM IS BETTER!
Idiot.

BOYFRIEND!

2009-04-30T11:34:00.008+08:00

I feel so sick today, wished that you were around with me. ): BUT NO, I don't want to see doctor.

He's leaving for his field trip this Sat, no more calls and sms-es from him until Thurs! ))))))):

I'll miss you.

I'm longing for words to describe how I'm feeling now.

Mother's day.

2009-04-29T23:29:00.001+08:00

After so many many failed attempts to celebrate mother's day..

This year, I got her this!

YAY.
I can't wait to show her. Hopefully, everything will go smoothly this year. (:

My army boy.

2009-04-26T18:22:00.005+08:00

It's his book in day already.

I'm at his house now, sending him off soon..

His parents bought me ba zhangs! I'm just random here, and have no idea what to blog about now. He's bathing, and I'm freaking bored! Just staring into the screen showing the page on my Restaurant City.

He likes to flatten my face like that.

Ok gtg now. BYE!

NEW RECORD. (:

2009-04-21T00:16:00.004+08:00

I wonder if it's the work of the squabbles with my bf and mum, and the presence of a topless china man at park. (It was already 11.30pm when I started running in the park. It was so dark, and I was so scared. LOL! Then again, I must say the he's not some chikopek old man, but a fit and young man who can run really fast. REALLY FAST OK!)

I finished 2.4k in 12:53mins!

I shall now stop my 2.4k training, and start to train for long distance running. (:

2009-04-18T23:59:00.006+08:00

Sian-ness overwhelmed us, so we decided to go town after a few smses.

I was so attracted to this Korea leather handbag. $369! It's so nice know!
How to buy a brand-less bag for that amount you tell me..
I shall get myself another new handbag soon. (:

Check this out!

The menu says it's "Coconut juice with aloe vera and sago". Sounds refreshing?
But apparently it's not.
It's actually COCONUT MILK!
Ok, I know desserts with coconut milk is very tasty and I do order them at times.
But can you imagine drinking it?

ME: OMG look at this, it's not coconut juice leh.
SHIT: No la. It's the juice blended with the coconut flesh. (She said it confidently.)
ME: Orh, ok lo.
SHIT: Eh Dear ah, it's really coconut milk leh.
ME: Eee!

DAMN DISGUSTING.

We felt as though we are drinking some XXXXX. I don't know how to describe.
Especially for us, people who are on a diet 24/7.

We only had 1/2 of it.

2009-04-17T23:59:00.005+08:00

I never knew that we can watch sunset at our office until today.

I'm working with this bunch of weirdos.

Tampines Safra after work!I can't remember why I gave this expression/

MAGGOTS?

2009-04-14T14:12:00.005+08:00

My flowers have withered..Noticed anything special?

Nope?

One fine day my mum was staring blankly at them, to her horror, she screamed, "OI! 你的花有虫啊！快点！快点！丢掉！"

WTH.

Maggots??

I don't want to clear something that's full of maggots. I don't even want to go near it!

I went forward to have a closer look.

=.=

Stupid mum.
I thought her 虫 is maggot.

Not as scary as I thought it would be.

It's now in the rubbish chute, together with the flowers.

I hate NS.

2009-04-11T15:59:00.005+08:00

Went to Nic's house as early as 6.30am to wake him up today! 'Cus he made me do so.

I think NS life is quite fun. Why didn't they make it compulsory for girls to serve as well? I'm not the type who will volunteer to make myself suffer, but I really don't mind if the law states that it's a must for girls to serve NS as well.

Their bunks looked comfy and nice! But I think the bunks will stink like hell after a week.

There's this weird feeling when we bidded each other goodbye. And, I wanted to give him one last hug at tekong, but I dared not to. ):

I feel so empty now. He's no longer around to look after me and my needs anymore, for the next 2 years. I guess I'm just too dependent on him, perhaps it's the time to start being independent again just like the way I was before we met.

Now I realised how much he meant to me.

2009-04-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

Treated my Dearest to Jack's Place for his last dinner before enlisting.
I want to eat their venison again! ((:

He wants me to put this up..

His masterpiece appearing somewhere in one of my presents!

He told me I can look at it whenever I miss him.

But I think he just wants me to remember him. LOL!

UNIQLO

2009-04-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

Shit came all the way down to tampines! It's not for my sake, but for Uniqlo.

You cannot imagine the how much Singaporeans like particular Jap brand. We had to queue to enter the shop!

I really don't understand what makes it so attractive. This is subjective, but I think the designs they have there are simple and common and not gorgeous like F21 or VS.
If not for shit, I WILL DEFINITELY NOT WASTE MY TIME QUEUING FOR THEIR ITEMS.

But still, I spent like $80 there.
Heh.

Just look at the crowd! The things there are not cheap!
I only bought a top and a dry fit cardigan with that $80.

Shit!
Photo taken by her new cam set in makeup mode. She had no makeup on but I did. That explains why my face looked extra artificial here.

Goodbye hair, hello NS

2009-04-05T18:20:00.002+08:00

HELLO BOTAK.
My mum says you look better here. LOL!

BIRTHDAY. (:

2009-04-05T11:26:00.019+08:00

Many photos!

Sunday, 29 March

More photos with JiaMin! When I say more, I meant A LOT, but I shall not post all up. (:

Main course!
The one in the background is her bloody steak.

BIRTHDAY.
3rd April.

With my dearest colleagues at AIA! I know this is noob, but it's my first time celebrating birthday with colleagues ok.

Candid

MY PRESENT!
I was eyeing this pair one day after work, and TADA! Here is it. Ok, I have to admit that this photo is not candid at all.
Deniece missed the real one, so I just pose again for her.

Nothing much about this photo. I posted it 'cus I thought I look slim here. (((:
Mini eyes.
Me with the heels!
Don't look good here. It's much nicer is real life!

The sweeties..

The one folding his arms is my SHIFU! I heard he cab-ed down specially for me!

They are not the only people in my department.. The temp staff have a small room to ourselves, so everytime there's a birthday - havoc.

Thanks so much for the surprise! I don't like the work there, but you people have made my life many many times better! So, I WANT TO EXTEND MY CONTRACT. ((:

Slackers in action!

Dinner at Bonta

With Nic and his family! OMG la, thou shall not elaborate further..

My lil surprise.

While I was there having dinner, some people were camping somewhere..

SURPRISE AGAIN!
Look at my smile! Can you feel the happiness?

I LIKE THIS!
It's been sOooo long ever since we took photos the last time.I think Shit said something which made us laugh a bit.
BTW shit, where's the photo I took with you ah?

Better (:OK, found it at your blog. (:

Thanks babes! I want to go out with you all soon!!!!

Post celebration. (Intented)

We are supposed to celebrate my big day one day after, on a weekend.

Unfortunately, I heard from Nic that the plan he had failed terribly. )): He was so sad! Poor thing..
Don't be sad my love, you can always save it for the next year. LOL.

So we went home.

What a pair of fake big eyes.
His Mum asked if he's gna proposed to me with this. LOL

He was so tired that he couldn't even open the eyes properly when I asked him to camwhore with me later in the evening.

He claimed that it was the flash.
Ok, fair enough. (Though I thought my eyes were alright.)
I told him try not to look directly at the flash.

He agreed readily and did thisTotally RETARDED.

Then he tried to block me.

See? I'll block you back here. BLEAGH~

Then I gave in.
Seriously it sucked to have no flash.

But then to be fair, he had sleepless nights 'cus of me and my presents..

And he got dark circles for the 2nd time of his life!The other time was due to exams?
But still, I want to laugh at him.
[Nic] Haha you mini eyes!

So sleepy.. Nice skin!His complexion is better than mine. ):

I love the gifts! It touched me so much that I teared everytime I see it.
I'll miss you when you are away in camp..

At Doc Cheng.

2009-03-29T23:59:00.006+08:00

Pre-birthday dinner treat at Doc Cheng! (I still can't figure out what language/dialect this name came from..)

It's a rather extravagant meal I must say..

Update more when I've got the time.
It's pretty late now, and I need to sleep.

My sweet sweet gifts from the sweetie!
I received my first ever bouquet..

Thanks a lot sweetie! For the planning and stuff and blablabla.. Even though we din't enjoy the big portion of foie gras that much, the main course was superb! I could feel that your steak was pretty much loved. ((:

While typing this, I went to search information on foie gras..

And I found myself another reason to run the coming evening.

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This is the amount that would be in our body if we had 100g of it.
No wonder I can taste the oil just now.
My taste buds are especially sensitive to oils and fats!

I MUST RUN TOMORROW~

I MUST RUN TOMORROW~

I MUST RUN TOMORROW!!!

Ok, I'm gna run tomorrow.

AND

I had pimple outbreak today! $#^@%&@$%&#$^

SNAPS

2009-03-21T23:05:00.012+08:00

Look at what happens when I change from a dark blogskin to a white one..
Supposedly, the pictures had white border, and now it's all gone!

Was at Jaz's house for some photo taking.
New collection will be up at JazieKylle soon! I'm so excited about it! Really pretty pieces!

AND
During the photo taking, Jaz told me my arms are more toned now! Can you imagine how happy I am?

Private.

2009-03-20T20:28:00.001+08:00

GUYS.

WOOHOO~

2009-03-18T23:27:00.007+08:00

OMG I'M SO EXCITED! Can't wait to share (or rather, haolian) this with you!

2.4k - 13:12

Believe it or not?
Even I don't believe it myself. It's my best record so far, if I'm not wrong. The other time I got 13 plus minutes is when I was in Sec 3. I cheated that time. (Sofiah helped me to record 4 rounds when it was actually 3. Which means I ran 600m less!)
Nic said I may have lost count and ran one round less. BUT I SWEAR I DIDN'T! ((((:

I only run on days I feel very fat, once again I feel that I'm 2kg lighter now. LOL self-denial.
(I used VERY fat, 'cus I feel fat every other day. (: )

2009-03-17T00:32:00.009+08:00

Suddenly I'm thinking of my YJ classmates. People who went through the horrible As with me..

This is not a really exciting video. All are not obliged to watch it. (:
OMG I'm so understanding.

Due to the big uproar created by ACJC girls and SAJC boys, I shall not post another video of me being smashed with cakes and flour. Just in case..

Even though JC life is much shorter than secondary school, they still make great companions for me throughout the 2 years. Especially for people who worry for my As so much that they nag at me almost everyday! Ok la, not so much. Maybe every week? Or month?

It's kinda sad to have everyone making new friends in the later phase of life, and then forgets about the friends they had made the past 2 years.

I'm not emo-ing la ok. I'M NOT SIAO. There is nothing for me to be emo about. This post may be more suitable for Graduation day I know. But I didn't feel much on the day itself or weeks after. Now that I was browsing through the videos in my com and then I came across this, I decided to post the video up again and to try out Vimeo too! Kind of regret that I din't cherish the 2 years, been skipping lessons and stuff, I think I miss out the fun in class so much. ))))):

But then again, maybe it was not that fun. I exaggerated a bit. LOL.

I really hate to show you this..

2009-03-15T00:37:00.002+08:00

SIAN.

2009-03-14T15:47:00.002+08:00

Or should I stay in YJC for another year??

Black Friday.

2009-03-13T18:59:00.004+08:00

Glossy leggings!
My colleagues said that I looked like a cat woman in them.

Went to his house for some sort of BBQ. Together with many other staff of AIA! Thank god I know none of them. And I'm still shy with his family.. ))):

Off day.

2009-03-12T23:59:00.004+08:00

We planned to watch Marley & me. But didn't get to watch it in the end though. ))):

Dined at Shokudo!

No main course for Nic 'cus he had Carl's J before our date. Poor bf. He had to wait for me at Carl's J while I was with these rascals.

My student!

He can't freaking write and remember Chinese characters! Argh.

His bro. =.=After I took out my camera and snap a few shots, they excitedly made me take photos of them doing "stunts".

One of out the many stunts.

Walao eh. Boys are boys, can you imagine how terrified I was? I don't want them to break their necks while doing somersaults. Supposed to be the adult to supervise them, not playing with them instead.

Whose hand?

My lashes for the day! Better?

I think I found the way to handle the brush..

2009-03-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

I'm quite surprised a lot of people fell into my trick - the one about SEAB lost my whatever whatever.
I have so many people come asking me about the latest update! LOL.

Kbox-ed after work.
YEOHYUAN CAN SING REALLY WELL MAN! And I still want to laugh when I hear YiLiang sing. I just can't help it. It's a 4/3 thing.

We joined some drinking competition!
Ok la, it's just them. I just see see look look.
And.. we lost. Earned 4 complimentary movie passes.

I think they are gna hold this competition every Wed, but on a larger scale.

We wanted to take a photo with the people binging on tigers behind.

Using JiaMin's good phone but lousy cam.

1. Jia Min looked so pro. So much like some executive who drinks.
2. The woman in black drinks well! According to JiaMin, she's even faster than the guys in her team.
3. See that tomato face? The camera didn't capture the real colour; he was redder!